1. |
eiedma (the intro)
01:18
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eiedma
eiedma
eiedma
eiedma (eiedma)
eiedma?
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2. |
busy
02:34
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can't seem to sense any thrills
can't seem to feel all the feels
can't seem to know what it means
can't seem to find the time for this
'cuz i'm busy
bitch, i'm busy
grinding my teeth monday to sunday every week
'cuz i'm busy
bitch, i'm busy
there's more and more 'to do' although there's plenty in 'completed'
'cuz i'm busy
bitch, i'm busy
hold up
jump to the next one
when i'm done i jump to the next one
now i'm done and i jump to the next
my body hurts, i don't know what is sleep
'cuz i'm busy
bitch, i'm busy
i forgot who are my friends and family
bitch, i'm busy
when i'm done i jump to the next one
i'll see you later
bitch, i'm busy
don't be a hater
it's not that easy
(hold up, hold up)
let me get my
let me check my
let me stop by
have to go, bye ;*
let me get my
let me check my
let me stop by
now i have to go
i'll see you never
bitch, i'm busy
talk to you never
bitch, i'm busy
today i'm busy
tomorrow i'm busy
weekend i'm busy
next week i'm busy
next month i'm busy
next year i'm busy
i'm always busy
they call me busy
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3. |
jamesbond
02:37
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proving myself seems to be my profession
i'm tired of walking on eggshels for some validation
taking my space is a fight that is never complete
even where the space should be free
i'm justified if i'm always performing
but there's no interest in conforming
it's crazy ;P what i had to go through
to make you see that i'm the same as you
where i'm going, it's up to me
i love everything i can be
i've seen different places, i've done different things
i've tried different faces, not all of them stick
going through phases, finding my own thing
i will never be sorry for growing
where i'm going
is up to me, i'm not lost, i'm missing nothing
i'm playing with everything
i'm fucking around but i don't think i'm joking
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4. |
away
02:38
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one two what can i do
i'm running around, but i can't see through
one two how can i trust you
the visions are falling apart as i turn to
look at them, to explore, to devour
the world is shrinking hour by hour
i'm clinging to what i think is true
nothing to be found, i think i'm the fool again
and i'm yearning
and i'm touching
and i'm burning
now i'm running
one two what's happening to
my eyes, my legs, my throat
i'm looking for my own thoughts and my own pains
but they seem to have run away
i'm one, you too, not something special
still, i'm feeling all of this pressure
i'm making myself less than one
i'm half or quarter or i can be anyone
in myself i'm hiding from you
in myself i'm asking what's true
in myself i'm hiding from truth
in myself i'm asking what's you
don't touch me, i'm scared
i'm no longer here
every second i get smalller
every breath the walls get taller
can't see the sun, i can't hear my own voice
i'm vanishing, did i have a choice
don't touch me, i'm scared
my mind and my body tell me to run away
but i stay
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5. |
žmogus
01:57
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žmogus yra gyvūnas
jam skauda, jis sako aaaa
žmogus yra gyvūnas
jis pyksta, jis sako aaaa
žmogus yra gyvūnas
jam liūdna jis sako aaaa
žmogus yra gyvūnas
jam baisi nežinia
žmogus yra gyvūnas
jis džiaugiasi, jis sako aaaa
žmogus yra gyvūnas
jis verkia, jis sako aaaa
žmogus yra gyvūnas
jis myli jis sako aaaa
žmogus yra gyvūnas
kartais jo galvoj tuštuma
žmogus yra gyvūnas
jis stebisi, jis sako aaaa
žmogus yra gyvūnas
jis trokšta, jis sako aaaa
žmogus yra gyvūnas
jis mąsto jis sako aaaa
žmogus yra gyvūnas
nežino kas yra dvasia
jam noris drąsos
jam noris šilumos
jam noris paguodos
jam noris, jam trūksta, jis trokšta, padūsta
žmogus yra gyvūnas
kartais užkliūva aaaaaa
jo ego miršta
jo mintys miršta
jo siela miršta
žmogus miršta
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6. |
foo (the interlude)
01:05
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nenoriu rašyt, nenoriu paišyt
nenoriu iš viso nieko daryt
karantinas buvo zajbys
galėčiau niekada iš namų neišlįst
o dabar vėl viskas blogai
bet kažkada tikrai bus okei
žiūrėsiu į sieną, užmigsiu ir vėl
sapnuosiu kažką keisto ir nežinosiu kodėl
ACAB
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7. |
doublecheck
03:08
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my door is unlocked and my house is on fire
i keep my fingers crossed but my mind is going wild
i'm working on myself
and i know how to control my body and my soul
in many incidences; consequences
of this running, burning out, they're catching up
my brain is empty yet it's full and now it's blowing up
double check, triple check, quadruple check
how many times do i really have to check?
i'm on a run yea
i'm on a verge yea
this whole mess is so absurd yea
my door is unlocked, i don't know where are my keys
i left the gas on, the house will burn because of me
i keep my fingers crossed, my memories are lost
the movies are playing today at no cost
everything's fine
everything's terrible
everything's important yet everything's forgettable
i swear
i know no thing
i keep coming back to this one thing
there ain't no fuss, oh don't be ridiculous
there ain't no fuss there's nothing ominous
i find myself living in my own suspicion
even though i know myself enough to live off intuition
unreliable, deniable is every memory
no boundaries, they are running free
how can i trust myself?
i'm never learning
instead i'm running
i cannot trust myself
my head is hurting
my thoughts are running
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8. |
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weird men in the music scene
they really like me
they wanna sing with me
oh i wish you weren't so weird
i wish that i could make it clear
i don't want you around
pls get lost and don't be found!!
they're always guiding me
they think they're helping me
i wish you would leave me alone
i wish you would've stayed home
i don't want you around
please get lost and don't be found
they don't believe me
they tell me what is me
when i'm there before the show they talk
when i'm playing at the show they talk
when i'm there after the show they talk
whenever i have things to show they talk
they want me to be their mother, sister, daughter, lover
weird men in the music scene think they can touch me,
they want to want to fuck me
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9. |
sugar
02:32
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when everything is so okay it hurts my brain
to think about what's changed and what's the same,
what could have happened - it drives me insane
i struggle everyday
to find words and my own way
i'm repeating i'm okay
this is all i can display
i'm not looking for myself
i'm looking for some help
to understand what am i feeling now
i'm not looking for myself
i'm looking for some help
to find a way out of what i'm feeling now
sugar, it sticks to me
the hidden additive
addictive yet unseen
so sweet and then so mean
i'm just trying to treat myself well
but i'm lying when i tell i'm better
it's all over me
it's impossible to get away
sugar, it sticks to me but i'm sour
you don't know yet but i have all this power
you will never know why i found you so sweet
you will never see why you were so mean
everyday i collect what i've exchanged
just to keep my name engraved
what a mess, what happened to my brain?
all i'm saying's you're all over my head
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10. |
alio
02:45
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tu manrods apsimeti,
kad kažką čia supranti,
šypsaisi ir linksi, nors nieko nerauki
ir tu manrods nesupranti
ką turiu aš omeny,
kita kalba kalbi, nevyksta niekas čia, alio
man trūkinėja
ryšio nebėra
garsas per lievas
jau biškį gėda
atsiprašau, gal galėtumei greičiau
kad suprasčiau kam švaistau
šitą laiką, kurį galėjau leist prasmingiau
liko žodžiai, nėr prasmės
tai geriau gal patylėt?
liko žmonės, nėr minties
tai geriau gal patylėt?
nesusikalbam ir kas dabar?
bandom kažką dar spaust
ar jau gana?
šitas pokalbis turėjo būt tyla
turi dar klausimų - taip, ne, niekada?
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11. |
späti
03:17
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i went to a späti and i saw god
she asked me what i wanted and i said love
she said
if you wanna get it
you gotta forget it
if you wanna get it
you gotta let it go
baby,
i wanna see the way you look at me baby,
i wanna hear the way you talk to me baby,
i wanna see you all around me baby,
i wanna see you walk away from me
if i wanna get it
i gotta forget it
if i wanna get it
i gotta let it go
oh no
i went to a späti and i saw love
she asked me what i wanted
and i said none of it, not anymore
i wanna get it but i don't wanna forget it
now i don't wanna get it and i wanna
forget, i want all i want none
i regret when it's done
all i want is for good things to happen
but they turn into shit and then i'm tumbling back down
i deserve some good things to happen
i deserve some good things to happen
i went to a späti and i saw god
i asked her what she wanted
she said fuck off
i said
if you wanna get it
you gotta forget it
if you wanna get it
you gotta let it go
baby,
i wanna see you give it all to me baby,
i wanna see what belongs to me baby,
i wanna see myself smiling at me baby
i wanna see me have it all
i don't wanna get it, i wanna forget it
i don't wanna get it, i wanna let it go
when i get it, i will regret it
when i get it, i will let it go
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i'm cutting my hair and i'm gettin' back up
i'm doing my nails and i'm gettin' back up
i'm getting shit done and i'm getting back up
i was down, now i'm getting back up
i read and i write and i'm gettin' back up
i'm creating again and i'm gettin' back up
i sing and i dance and i'm getting back up
i was down, now i'm getting back up
i'm meeting my friends and i'm gettin' back up
i'm making plans and i'm gettin' back up
i'm going out and i'm getting back up
i was down, now i'm getting back up
i was down, now i'm getting back up
i was down, now i'm getting back up
i was down, now i'm getting back up
as long as i have me i will always get up
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13. |
negerai
02:31
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ir be didelio rašto vis lendu iš krašto
vieni save stabdys, eiedma pavarys
eini - negerai
neini - negerai
tyli - negerai
rėki - negerai
atvira - negerai
užsidarius - negerai
juokies - negerai
rimta - negerai
save paslėpt galiu, kad tau būtų maloniau
save užčiaupt galiu, kad miegotum tu ramiau
neegzistuot galiu, kad paaiškintum lengviau
oi, kaip norėtum, žinau, kad norėtum
kažką darai gerai, jei kažkam nepatogu?
yra dalykų, kurių rinktis negaliu
visada per daug, nuolat už ribų
kokia prasmė būti atsargiu?
vaikštant ant pirštų galų
save ir tave kankinu
nenoriu dingt iš akių
nors kažkam tai būtų džiugu
aš vienaip - negerai
aš kitaip - negerai
aš visaip - negerai
aš niekaip - negerai
aš visa negerai
o ne, ir vėl negerai
aš kieta
aš kreiva
aš graži
aš stipri
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